Dancing is the only place where I can clear my mind and forget all my problems. If I wasn’t dancing I think I would go mad.
It still has sunken in yet…this feeling. I feel like a part of me is missing.
I don’t know what I’m going to do without you. I can’t accept the fact that your not mine anymore. It sucks letting someone you love and someone so amazing go. We both knew that this was the end but you can never prepare yourself when it really happens. No matter how much we hoped and wished things would change we knew our relationship ran it’s course. No words can explain how thankful I am for everything you’ve done and how blessed I was just to have you. I’m so sorry I wish I could have done things differently. I hope you know whether your my boyfriend or friend I’m always going to love you. Even though I’m going to miss you I know your going to be ok.
You have no right to be mad at me for speaking my opinion. You can’t be upset when someone has a different opinion. You honestly don’t even know me, your basing everything on me on what somebody else has said. It’s like you don’t even want to listen to me, you don’t want to have the conversation at all your just going off of what you’ve heard. I’m not gonna have someone else fight my battles when their twisting my words when you should really hear it from me. The sad part is no matter how much I explain myself to you or tell you the truth you won’t believe me, your going to go off of what you heard.
I overreacted, I know I shouldn’t have cried but all that frustration inside of me just broke me. I guess I just felt left out and I didn’t understand why I was placed there. I shouldn’t have taken it personally but I did. But I understand now and I’m not gonna question it or be a bad sport about it. I’m just gonna accept it, be positive, and move forward.
Everybody fears failure and embarrassment. But what sets a person apart from the rest of the group is willingness! You gotta go out there and shine.
I can’t go back to school. I feel so at peace and relaxed, I can just sense the stress overwhelming me once we come back on Monday.
I guess the reason why my relationship went downhill was because I got so comfortable into the relationship after being together so long that I had this mentality that I didn’t need to put effort in anymore.